Where I could have been
I’m going to get a little more personal here.
We can obviously never know the true answers to the ‘what if’s’ but we can take a good guess.
My good guess is, I could have been in a very different place to where I am now.
Now I’m not a dramatic person therefore I’m not trying to be dramatic when I say the following.
If I had not taken control of the situation I was in, spiralling in anxiety and worry for my memory, I strongly feel I would have ended up mentally very unwell for the long term and/or with dementia.
In other words, not being able to live the kind of independent, engaged life I would have imagined my life to be.
With thoughts that my memory was bad and that I was ‘losing the plot’, constantly swirling around in my mind, I’d ended up on a particular path.
Thankfully I got to that point of realising I could either keep on this path and keep suffering with worry, or take a different path and do something about it.
I took that different path.
I somehow trusted I could figure it out.
That is why I am in a completely different (MUCH better) place today.
It’s been a few years and many small steps.
Some lows where the challenge surfaces again - which I have discovered often offers the best learnings and growth.
But more highs where I’ve confidently felt ‘YES, I’m on track!’
I have been slowly re-wiring my brain.
I have learnt to massively ease and manage anxiety.
I have developed that ‘growth mindset’.
My life now and my future, feels BRIGHT.
I want to take you on this path too.
Sarah x
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